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we went to the pedi.. thats about all the good that came from it..

im sure in a couple days ill explain everything. but not now. to fresh.

the doctor apt

Well we had another doc apt today. this one is going to be short. I'm not in the blogging mood..

Lillie has dropped down to 12.6lb. almost a full pound from a month ago. not what we as parents or the docs like to see. so they are sending us back to the perdition and than from there we will maybe but most likely get sent to the children's hospital where there is a growth and development. clinic.

so i wait till Monday to see if i get the new pedeatrition like we want or if the wait is to long we will go to the same one. but we all including the doctors want a different one. but we dont want to wait much longer ( thats kinda funny isn't it) (well to me it is)

so sorry for the spelling mistakes.

but that's lillie today.

i do have a couple pictures for this post though!!

so i guess that's exciting!

 this picture just made me melt. so i had to try to get it and i  did! with out either of them knowing! haha

this is the new sophie! she loves this bunny! she will not sleep with out it!

i guess you could say she is a mamas girl! and i am MORE than okaye with  that! 

Thats all for now! 

Janelle

 

not the best day in the kingdom

SO, we went to the doctor again today. she is officially off the meds.. and they did nothing and i had the most grumpy baby i have had yet. ( yes i know i only have one! but she is usually soo happy.) and she has lost half a pound and is now officially under 13 pounds again. which is NOT what i like to see... 


soo as of know for all you wondering or care whats next...
I DO NOT KNOW. 
the doctor does not know what else to do..


i think that is the WORST thing that i can hear as a mother is that he is literally out of things to do with her, and has no more ideas left. cant send her back to the  pediatrician cause she hasnt dropped enough weight. so go back in 2 weeks and see if she gained it back or not.. if not than we will go to the pediatrician and see what they think. the only option left is the surgery, which they are not so keen on doing with such a little baby and they dont like putting babies under anyways. 


so today i got to watch the best doctor i have ever been to sit and just stare at her growth chart with nothing on his face.. he really is a amazing doctor. i love him. and am sad that he isnt subbing for my doctor anymore. but he just sat and stared for what felt like an hour but what was really 10 minutes.. we sat in just silence.. he doesnt know what else to do, there are not more drugs to try there is nothing left to try... i gues all we can do here is pray for her.. 


if this is another one of the "tests" that i have to go through in life im ready to give up.. so the test can stop now. 


i have sat and stayed strong every time that i see any doctor.. but today was not one of those days. the look on my doctors face alone made my heart break. he said sorry and that he wished there was more that he could do.. he was really bothered that there was nothing left and that the meds didnt work. he is a great guy. 


so thats lillie as of now.. we are literally out of things to try.. 


so till 2 weeks..
lillie loves you all and so do we, thanks for all of you that take the time to read! and caare! it means alot to both me and trevor. 

Locking famjam