So I know I posted not to long ago about being so excited about the news on lillie, and i still am... what is getting me now is really honestly what is this.... she is doing worse than ever and everything is coming back okaye.. why is this little body not absorbing the nourishment that she needs to help her grow.. like i posted in my post a couple times ago, she had dropped a FULL pound in 3 weeks ( please it takes her like 4 months to gain a pound, why is it so easy to loss it!?) which is what finally got the doctors worried.. but now thiat it is isnt syliac, what is it? Lillie has always had hard time gaining the weight she needed and always would loose some every so often, but usualy like 5-6oz.. and the doctors worried... this whole pound thing has got they really serious... but if it isnt this than what is it???
i have been racking my brain all day since i found out and i just dont get it. oh well i guess..
all i know is i wish something showed up for them to go off of. cause now we are at literally nothing. I guess i feel i should be used to this by now the whole no answer thing but when it is at the worst point for her she has ever been, i start to worry... what if they never figure it out?? shes gotten so small i even got to bring out some of her NEWBORN cloths again.. cause her 0-3's are to big.. sad.
oh well i guess this is my little rant... at this point we havent even got to make a apt back with the pedi cause he is still waiting on some stuff...
i know i sound silly. but i guess it comes with being a first time mother. i just wish there was more i could do.
I am so sorrry to hear about Lillie. I love her and feel so concerned for her, yet I've never met her. Crazy eh! We will keep praying for her.
ReplyDeleteQuestion: Your tittle for this post confuses me. Why would this time be happy?
thanks jen! yeah it is crazy! and we really miss you guys and hope you can come up soon!
Deleteto answer your question. this post is somewhat a reply or a calm down from the one earlier. so when i got the call today from the doc, i was over joyed cause everything was normal. than i had time too think. hence now that i have had time to be happy. cause i got to think about hwo really it isnt really the greatest news. as much as it is GREAT news. it just leaves soo many things unsaid. like we have no answer. so it isnt happy. i was happy with the results. now i just get to wonder....
i hope that made sence.. if it didnt ill try again.
so yes this isnt a happy time. your right. but i was for about 10 minutes!!
(maybe that makes more sense.. i dont know lol)