Locking family blog: catch up blog

Well I should really try and get better at this whole blogging thing... I started out strong, and have lost it! haha! so here is a little update on everything!!

Well first lets cover Lillie!
She is growing, slowly, she is still soo small, she is just a tad over 12 pounds. Sometimes I just feel like a bad mom or that I am not doing something right! she gets a cold at least once every 2 weeks, or there is just something concerning with her. That is kinda getting old a bit, so we are a month away from getting to do something about it all! 6 months is the time where they can try new medication, which is good but not, im not so excited about pumping her full of drugs again. But I guess thats what we have to do, if that doesn't work i dont know what reallly will happen, i dont know if they will wait again or if they will do the surgery to get her to spot puking, but in less than a month i get to find out. She is a happy little girl! and LOVES her daddy. trevor has got to spend so great bonding time with her! he gets a special time everyday! while i teach piano he gets to cuddle and play with her! its great!! So thats our little lillie update.
ps, she has this toy! its call sophie the( pardon the spelling here!) Giraffe.... its been like the number one kids toy for YEARS! ill try to find a picutre! she loves to eat her head! haha its so funny! OH! and we think she is going to be a lefty just like me! she reaches for everything with her left had first!

I Guess we will move onto trevor!!
Well trevor got called back to work this week! he goes back monday! soo soon! for volker like early april is like early.. but he is going back a month early. which is both good and bad. he will sure miss his little bobo. and wont have to much time at night with her, which is sad, but he is just such a great dad for doing all that hard work.
He and i have decided that trying online uni might be a good ideea for him so he can work the whole season, so he is going to do it though hopefully BYU. so he is getting ready for that as well.
Trevor also turned 20 this month! holy cow! what a old fart!! jokes, but it is weird still being a teen and him not being one haha!
AND HE GOT HIS FIRST BRAND SPANKIN NEW CAR! its a 2012 focus, SEL model. its soo nice to not have the worry of car problems! and so much safer for lillie!

Well i guess it is my turn.
Nothing reallllly exciting has happened with me. besides the car! thats pretty sweeet! its sooo cute!
i started going to volleyball with our ward on thursday nights and trvor has been helping me practice at our community centre! which is so fun! and a great way to work out! i am going to go into our stakes volleyball tourny which is in 2 weeks! and i soo hope trevor doesnt have to work so he can come watch with little lillie! if not i will still have one fan there to help me out! haha!
I am doing good still with everything, i do get really upset about lillie still, and therefore i am VERY protective of her, but my doctor says that is SOOOO normal cause she is my first and she has some health issues and what not! so i dont feel as bad! haha, but i can not help it just yet. ill get over it when she is better. but as long as im told its normal than i dont feel as bad. I feel bad cause i always get a little but upset and sometimes at lillie when she pukes but really thats not her fault. and after i always kiss her and hug her tight and say sorry, becuase my guns are for sure aimed the wrong way.

So thats what new with the locking family for now. ill post some pictures for everyone to see!